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8:50 PM - November 14, 2012
Half Written Song
I rarely lie, not here and yet i can't seem to be honest. I'm afraid i will never find the right words.

10:19 PM - November 13, 2012
Glass Eye
Blood never bothered me this badly before, and i've moved it across the floor like spilt jello.

9:16 PM - November 13, 2012
2364
Your eyes glimpsed mine.

9:08 AM - November 10, 2012
Lady Beards
In which dwarves do not climb trees, someone takes a hammer to it and i am still amused. I love my mind, and you guys too.

10:21 PM - November 05, 2012
Hooves
It's always going to be another what if with me, another fleeting fancy.

12:25 AM - November 03, 2012
Stomach
And what if i told you i think i heard the coughing fit that started it? That i was going to go ask, but it stopped? I do not like knowing these things.

8:40 PM - November 01, 2012
Room 1
I laughed if off when he said he would of married me if he had been younger, and today he is dead.

11:22 PM - October 31, 2012
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Masks and swords, socks and battle axes.

11:20 PM - October 31, 2012
Three Legs
Sometimes i think it wound be easier to be her. She's either good at something or she's not.

11:49 PM - October 29, 2012
Give In To Me
I'm trying not to think of you.

11:14 PM - October 24, 2012
Alarm Bells
Why hesitate now? You've done it a hundred times before.

10:41 PM - October 20, 2012
Hook
"You're looking for an explanation, the loop hole, a bright twist in a dark tale that reverses its direction. Any one would be. It's the reason i've had to narrate my own stories of injustice about seven thousand times, as if by raging about it once more the story will change and by the end of it i won't still be the woman hanging on the end of the line." -Dear Sugar, The Rumpus Advice Column #76

9:29 AM - October 18, 2012
Words Fail Me
How do you fix a broken person?

9:20 AM - October 18, 2012
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Realistically i know becoming a teacher would be a bad idea, because as much as people interest me, i don't like them. It's like the idea of learning mandarin, i have always wanted too. That idea started when i heard how difficult it was, and hearing the hospital blaring the need for a translator over the intercom. It drew me, but was not my place.

8:30 PM - October 11, 2012
Between Realities
I'm in love with who i could be.

2:55 PM - October 08, 2012
Need To Know
"You don't like yourself. But you do admire yourself. It's all you've so, so you cling to it. You're so afraid if you change, you'll lose what makes you special." -James Wilson, House M.D Season 2

2:06 AM - October 07, 2012
The Difference Between A Moth And A Butterfly
Destiny? Don't make me laugh, what i want is fate. Something out of my hands, and just as uncontrollable.

3:18 AM - October 04, 2012
Every Other
I rarely keep track of days anymore. It's work one day, and then wait for the next.

1:59 AM - September 26, 2012

It's so strange to hear a little girl using the word innocent, so unfamiliar and wrong. And i guess she must of heard it from her mother, because she was comparing a small bug to one of Nathans larger ones. I suddenly flashback to the jar of bees i had in my backpack and my friend pulling them out on the bus. I think that's all they should be.

10:15 PM - September 18, 2012
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She's not even sure what she wants anymore.

6:05 PM - September 13, 2012
Lighthouse
And it's nice to know i can still turn heads.

6:00 PM - September 12, 2012
If, Buts And Hows
Because even when i give up, my mind never stops.

9:30 PM - September 09, 2012
Every Movement
I want to talk to you and i don't, because i love you and you piss me off.

9:22 PM - September 05, 2012
Tally
I'm testing you, and you are failing badly.

5:45 PM - September 01, 2012
Run For Your Life
"And they'd always been this, in love with the way they could of been." -Drops Of Mercury CH 44, Dictionary Ink

8:32 PM - August 20, 2012
Duck Duck Goose
For every action there is a reaction, and i'm sick of playing nice. You fucked up big, so suffer. I'm not going to anymore.

11:55 PM - August 19, 2012
On Display
I won't say that i need you, even when i do.

2:37 AM - August 18, 2012
Hold You Tight
My neices and nephews laughter rings across the river, as we wipe the water from our eyes and get ready to drop again.

11:32 PM - August 13, 2012
Wanderlust
I can make people love me, that's easy, but making them stay, well that's a whole nother story.

1:46 AM - August 05, 2012
Misunderstandings
Because in the end, we all believe what we want too.

2:53 AM - August 04, 2012
This Way
"Your heroes are dead / They were all in your head / When nothing is left we'll start again." -Your Heroes Are Dead, Project 86

2:40 AM - August 04, 2012
The Tease
That day you announced to class i wrote here, i almost smacked you across the head. I guess it was your smile that stopped me. I still wonder if you read this, if you cared enough to remember.

 

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